Monday, September 29, 2008

My SelF EstEEm WaS 94/100

My score in this blog was 94/100 I thought that it was pretty accurate because over the years I have really struggled with my self esteem, and I have done alot of work to improve my self esteem. However sometimes I question if some of my self esteem comes from my relationship status??? I know that I don't rely on my boyfriend to tell me if I am beautiful or not, I know that I am just when I look in the mirror reguardless of what others think or tell me. I don't know maybe it is something else because I have always felt more secure in relationships... Maybe because I have a had a really big fear of being alone my whole life.... Idk!!! Maybe I am just a dependant person... Co-depandant as well. I hate it but at the same time I know that I am the only one that has the capability to change it really. But oh well what ever im out this thang!!!

5 comments:

beckie said...

In the past you may have had a low self-esteem, but now mommy you're doing great! What experiences you will be able to teach and tell the baby.

beckie said...

In the past you may have had a low self-esteem, but now mommy you're doing great! What experiences you will be able to teach and tell the baby.

Elsa Coronado said...

Good Presentation about Basketball. I might try your methods the next time i play with my kids. Your speech was very informative. Thanks.

Gary B Aldridge II said...

im glad you have a high self esteem thats very good for a new mother.

ChinaEyes87 said...

Hi mommy..lol I can't wait to find out what the baby is...im so excited for you.....I really think it's going to be a girl....Anyway you have to take care of yourslef so that baby can healthy....holla at you when I see you in class..oooh im sitting right next to you!!